signed up for the army :)

so confused and don’t know what to do :| 

1000poems:

I want you all
pretty and cute
in gift wrap. 
I want you ugly
in food-packing
ceramic wrap.
I want you cool
in the ice box
in the back of my
road trip trunk.
I want you tired
in my bed, drunk.
I want you happy
in a McDonald bag.
I want you lonely
wasting time
on blog tags. 
I want you wasted
to pull your hair back -
while you throw up
in my bathroom with
all the mirror cracks.
I want you helpless
sitting on your front door.
I want you thoughtful,
so thoughtful, you hate
life and you look so
beautiful, philosophical. 

(Source: ruefle)